Letter to my ummmm.... unnamed source

     I feel like I can never get anything right. No matter how many hours I spend or how hard I try, I'm never good enough. I find it impossible to meet your expectations. I don't know if I can handle the pressure without cracking from the build up. Not only do I feel pressure from english, but I also feel pressure from debate. Although I've tried to push the pressure of debate away and focus on english, it has ,apparently, not been working. I don't have the will pwer to continue to fail. I pride myself on not being weak, but I think a change from my current english standpoint, can only make me stronger. English is making me weak. I don't know if I want to risk the chance of getting weaker..... if that is even possible that is.